The final farewell......

I'm here in my room,
once again it's 3:27am
but I don't mind,
it's raining outside, the breeze is blowing through the trees,
all this soon will be a memory,
because where I'm going has non of this,
the constant heat and humidity,
and the work il be doing is not gonna be easy,
I'm 9 days from the hardest challenge in my life,
am I ready?
I think so...well I hope so,
going on my own is something I have never done,
especially to another county,
that makes things seem scary,
but I'm ready,
this is after all part of my dream,
it's something I love then hopefully soon I will live there,
and that may be sooner than I think,
but hey just gotta take life as it comes
and hopefully it takes me there,
as someone said to me 'follow your dream, and don't let anything stop you'and I will,
I will return back on 7th September,
tanned and matured,
but hoping to only stay a while before going back once more,
so for now,
this is the final farewell....

Stress of Life

What's up with these late night thoughts,
it's 2:39am and once again I can't sleep,
it's not the heat, even though it's quite uncomfortable,
looking out of this stained window,
music full blast,
is a fox, roaming care free, possibly searching for it's next meal.
and I wonder,
how does it feel to be care free,
without a worry about exams, work or family life,
it's rare, in a world we live in today,
everyone rushing around, to work, school, or to meet someone,
but nobody takes time to stand still,
and just to forget about everything,
life is going to be stressful,
so moments like these where I sit here looking,
The Peace and tranquility,
I will cherish.

The American Dream.....

as i sit here thinking of what to write,
all these thoughts of happiness and delight,
but i wonder if this will ever last,
as my time here is ending fast,
i keep dreaming the same dream,
of me leaving,
new life out there, 9 weeks,
Missing my friends already, even though i have not left,
Leaving the one i love will be the hardest,
knowing i wont be there for her,
i know il text i know il write,
its just the fact of leaving you...it is a fright,
but hey,
il be back, slightly tanned and with an American accent,
but to be with my friends once again and with you once more,
will make it all worthwhile......

half term blues

I sit here on a chilly Thursday morning, its 1:57am,
Really should get some sleep,
But something is holding me back,
Half way through my final holiday here, before I wonder to a new country,
No.
that's not it,
something else is stopping me.
college.
stressful times, coursework, exams, nagging teachers.
No.
that's not it either,
starting to bug me now,
friends.
No,
it can't be,
friends are not it, and it's not my girlfriend either,
so what is it??
it's 2:14am not and im rattiling my brain,
what could it be?
ahh I know. him.